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[ Posted on May 26, 2009 @ 5:34 pm ] a positive attitude can change your entire life. Read (1) Post Comment

[ Posted on May 06, 2009 @ 11:08 am ] oh no all my entries are starting to look emo, what a debbie downer i am. I LOVE MY LIFE. Post Comment

[ Posted on May 06, 2009 @ 11:06 am ] pretty sure i hooked up with the anti-christ, and should probably start going to church and bathe in some holy water. Read (2) Post Comment

crazy is becoming my new norm [ Posted on May 06, 2009 @ 9:00 am ] my life is just an old routine, everyday the same damn thing. hell i can't even tell if i'm alive. Post Comment

[ Posted on April 29, 2009 @ 6:31 pm ] I saw you looking at her and I was happy. It wasn’t anything like the way you always look at me. Post Comment

[ Posted on April 23, 2009 @ 6:11 pm ] apparently i'm an emotionless bitch. who knew?! fuck youuu. Post Comment

[ Posted on April 21, 2009 @ 2:21 pm ] he's a queer. he likes boys. "shocker" not surprised at all. lmao. Post Comment

[ Posted on April 14, 2009 @ 6:17 pm ] "pain is weakness leaving the body." Read (1) Post Comment

dear mom. [ Posted on April 09, 2009 @ 6:17 pm ] because i know you read these. you are the reason i'm afraid to depend on anyone. you are exactly what i never wish to be.  when i have a child, i'm going to be opposite kind of mother you are. my worst fear is being anything remotely close to what you are. mother daughter relationships should be about love and trust. you find pleasure in breaking me down .since i've been little. i've been wanting out of our "home" since i was about eight years old. that's not NORMAL. stop using me as a scapegoat for your pathetic life. i'm going to school. i've had the same job for three years. i only go out on the weekends. i'm not a terrible child. but you, are a terrible mother. and everyone knows it. are you aware? Post Comment

[ Posted on April 07, 2009 @ 8:58 pm ] you don't let me have my way. you give my attitude right back.  you frustrate the shit outta me. you are a sarcastic jerk. you don't worship the ground i walk on. what i mean to say is, you are exactly what i've wanted, so thank you:) Post Comment

[ Posted on April 06, 2009 @ 5:41 pm ] i miss rachelle. the end. Post Comment

[ Posted on March 04, 2009 @ 10:54 pm ] HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHHHAHAHAHHA Post Comment

[ Posted on March 02, 2009 @ 6:11 pm ]  the only person you've ever cared about was yourself. Read (1) Post Comment

[ Posted on March 02, 2009 @ 3:19 pm ] little darlin, its been a long cold lonely winter. little darlin, it feels like years since it's been here. here comes the sun, and i say... its alright. Post Comment

[ Posted on February 18, 2009 @ 8:11 pm ] Amen to that. Post Comment

[ Posted on February 05, 2009 @ 11:29 pm ] i'm over my job. and this place. and everything that i have built my life around the last 18 years of my life. i'm over busting my ass at work every day of my pathetic life. and still being broke as fuck.  working to pay for college, which is how i spend all my time that i'm not working to pay for it. our education system is a complete joke.  a hoax to get you into debt before you can even support yourself. i'm paying up the ass for classes that are not even practical or teaching me a damn thing, for what? I'm paying for a vastly overpriced kindergarten. its not that this is poor me syndrome, i realize that most people are struggling with the same shit, but for the most part i look around and NOBODY IS HAPPY. everyone is miserable. trying to make it to the top and constantly being shoved to the bottom. i just want to to a beach somewhere, be one of those "perma-vacationers" . get a small job just to pay for necessities.  i think life is too short for this false notion that money is going to make you happy, or that it can buy you intelligence for that matter.  this ball and chain is getting too heavy to drag around. its time to give it up. throw an aloha shirt and bathing suit in a suitcase, buy the next ticket out. i want sunrises on the beach, sand beneath my toes, waves crashing, tanned skin, fires on the beach at night. waking up to dirty snow, a college full of retards, and a shitty, low paying job every single day is going to slowly crush my soulllllllllll Read (3) Post Comment

illusions never turn into something real. [ Posted on January 31, 2009 @ 12:27 pm ] i don't know whats real anymore. lost for so long i don't know how to get back. i can't do it by myself. Read (1) Post Comment

I ain't tryna.... [ Posted on January 30, 2009 @ 4:34 pm ]   "Errbody know he my numba one fan I done been there done that bitch and? You wanna get mad bitch, I don't give a damn" ...........this doesn't change anything dude. stop texting. stop calling. i'm not responding. go back where you came from . where you are wanted. still. for some insane reason. Post Comment

how do i feel this good, sober. [ Posted on December 26, 2008 @ 2:23 pm ] I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence... The quiet scares me cause it screams the truth Please don't tell me that we had that conversation When I won't remember, save your breath, cause what's the use? ...the night is calling And it whispers to me softly, "come and play" Aahh, I am falling And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame Read (1) Post Comment

[ Posted on December 08, 2008 @ 3:24 am ] it's like i built myself a cabin, with matches between the wood. Post Comment

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